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Clean and Clear

Yesterday I formatted our Mac Pro’s hard drive, installed the Snow Leopard operating system, ran the OS updates, reinstalled Microsoft Office 2008 and Apple’s Final Cut Studio 2, more updates, created user profiles and completed a Time Machine backup at the end of the day. This process took me an entire day. Why would I want to take so long to wipe out the system and then build it back up you might ask. Well, if a computer is chock full of information, it slows down and eventually crashes. Just how it is. We’re the same, you know.

Most of us spend all of our days filling our minds full of information. The latest celebrity gossip, technology news, new car models, what our friends are wearing, Dr. Phil’s most recent cure, how our mother feels about us, what our spouse is thinking, who is getting promoted at the office–we are literally gorging ourselves on all of the information that we can stuff into our brains.

When was the last time we spent a day clearing our head? Formatting our hard drive? Oh, you can keep on cramming yourself with knowledge, but you will become bloated and top-heavy. Soon, you’ll crash. You won’t remember in whose world you are living. You’ll forget whose life you are living.

Perhaps it’s time for a little brain drain. Let go of all that data that you think you couldn’t possibly release without dire consequences. I imagine we would come up with some amazing stories to write, paintings to paint, songs to sing, strategies for our businesses, solutions for our relationships.

My Destination

Recently I was introduced to someone who deals in the world of theatre, both in Broadway and outside of Broadway. They were interested in my work as a writer, but before they could do anything for me, they asked me a question. Where do you want to go?

That’s a million dollar question. Literally.

If I knew the answer to that question, it may well lead me to a million dollars or more. It would lead me to satisfaction, fulfillment and wonder. If I knew the answer to that question, I could begin work with a determination unparalleled in my life.

If I knew the answer to that question, I may not want to begin the journey.

I have spent the last two years exploring my art as a writer. I wrote a screenplay in 2008 and all of 2009 was spent in researching and writing a novel. The novel was never finished. This year I stepped into a new field–playwriting. This year I write a six-scene play to fit with a six sermon series entitled Romance God’s Way. I had a great time writing it and an even greater time collaborating with the various people involved in making the scenes a reality on stage. After the play made its debut two Sundays ago, I realized something. I enjoy seeing the reaction of the audience. It was one of the most satisfying emotions I have ever had. To hear the laughter, to see the looks on their faces, to hear the comments afterward–I loved it. I felt as though I was connected to every single person in the audience somehow.

You can’t do that with a book. You can’t do that with a movie.

Books and movies are an art form in which the writer is largely secluded from the people who are experience his or her art. The playwright cannot hide as easily. I loved it.

So, this year I am devoting myself to learn the craft of playwriting. Perhaps this is where I fit. Still, the question nags me. Where do I want to go? It’s tough to answer because of the fears that plague me.

  1. If I know where I want to go, then I’ll know when I have failed to arrive.
  2. If I know where I want to go, then others may think me ambitious.
  3. If I know where I want to go, then I may have to leave the safety of where I am.
  4. If I know where I want to go, then I will have to be good enough to arrive.
  5. If I know where I want to go, then I will have to get to know the people who are already there, and I’m intimidated.

So, is it church dramas? High school plays? Renaissance Theatre? Chicago? Broadway? Where do I want to go?

Where do you want to go? Why is it scary to answer the question?

Faith Communities

There are a lot of Atheist blogs out there, and for everyone of those there is a Christian one bent on refuting the Atheist claims. There are Muslim blogs, New Age blogs, hedonist blogs, Buddhist blogs, Agnostic blogs and so much more. As I continue reading, I find that must of us are focused on either defending our beliefs or disproving the beliefs of the others. This makes for some great controversy. Interminable comment strings of impassioned cries clutter the screens on our blogs. In the middle of the crossfire, sharp lines are formed. A feeling of “us” and “them” develops. Communities are established by the clashing of the swords  of ideology.

We all have our communities. Those havens of solitude where others feel and think the way we do. In these places, we can hang our hats, take off our shoes and socks and spread ourselves on the couch while enjoying a glass of milk from the fridge to which we helped ourselves. Take a look at someone’s blogroll and you will discover their faith community online. For example, check out Suddenly Atheist’s blogroll. It is decidedly atheist. Now look at my blogroll–decidedly Christian in worldview. When I read through my blogroll, I am at ease and looking for a good time. I almost always leave with a smile.

When I look through his blogroll, I am tense and looking for controversy.

I almost always leave with more wrinkles on my forehead.

Faith builds communities. These communities are not like American communities; they are more like Third World communities. They have walls with shattered glass on top. Faith by nature shields its residents and keeps vigil against those outside the walls. Keep “us” in. Keep “them” out.

Faith is certainly important, but it is not paramount in God’s kingdom. There is yet another which trumps the wall builder. Love.

Love does not push Faith out, but it loves to jump walls and watch Faith shake her head in helplessness. Faith is scared and awkward in other faith communities. Love laughs at fear and embraces the people in the other community. Faith must be right all the time. Love must be sincere all the time. Christianity at its core should be built on love, not faith. Love of a Savior. Love of a God. Love of others.

But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. — Romans 5:8 (NIV)

While we were still in the other faith camp, Jesus died for us. Even while we did not believe in Him, He gave up all He had that we might have eternal life. This is love that jumped every wall among humankind in a single bound!

So, I ask: How then shall we live? Shall we continue on with the bitter war of ideas? I’m sure we will. However, I would make the argument that argument never convinced anyone of anything, but the ever-winsome call of love has won over many. Besides, it’s the only thing the Bible says will never fail.

To which faith community do you subscribe?

The mission statement of Tabernacle of Praise (TOP) is simple. Anyone can can see at a glance who we are and what we do. Strangely, such simplicity has had me working full time for the past two and a half years struggling to do it.

Tabernacle of Praise exists as a team to reconcile the lost and disciple believers here in Crawford County and beyond.

Easier said than done, right? I wouldn’t have it any other way.

All of my responsibilities as a pastor center around this small sentence, but this year I believe that God is wanting to focus on one phrase within that statement: “TOP exists as a team…” To me, this is the most difficult mandate ever given to a leader. Imagine God giving a pep talk to a new leadership recruit with the following:

“Alright, son. Just wait until you see what I’ve got in mind for you. It’s great! You are going to do amazing things–things that will change the world. You are going to heal the brokenhearted, bring justice to the poor and reconcile people who are lost to me. Don’t worry. I know that you’re not perfect. You don’t know everything, but that’s okay. I’ll lead you. To help you I’ve assembled a group of flawed, immature people just like yourself to help along the way. Make them a team, son. Have fun!”

Umm. Where’s the A Team? Why can’t we just fulfill the mission on our own? Most leaders would rather herd cats then build a ministry team. It’s tough. Beyond the fact that we are all flawed human beings who constantly rub each other the wrong way, there is the blaring challenge of producing a singular vision for the entire team to buy in to and follow. After a singular vision, then we have to produce an inclusive strategy to bring each team member (and potential new members) on board. This year, TOP is one step closer in our work of team building.

We have a strategy at TOP in which everyone can be a part: Prayer, Witness, Community, Worship and Service. This strategy will work, but we must have everyone involved or it will fail. Each year, we try to recruit more members to work with us in this strategy. Last year, the elders and I noticed that church projects involving performing arts received a lot of support from all of the members. Many volunteers, many contributions, and many compliments. We realized that this is because the sense of accomplishment in our team was immediate and strong when we hosted a performing arts outreach.

So, this year we are focusing our planning efforts on performing art outreaches. We are already seeing a large, positive response from our team members. In the last two weeks alone, we have recruited a volunteer team of actors and tech crew to help me preach a six week series called Romance God’s Way. Tomorrow is the kickoff for the series with the message entitled “Dating 101.” By merging performing arts with the series, we are able to involve a team of artists in the work of preaching.

This is what you can expect at TOP in 2010–more art, more music, more team work. There will be opportunities like never before to get involved for both artists and non-artists. Actually, I believe everyone is an artist. We exist as a team, and we are going to fulfill the mission together.

How do you encourage team work and participation in your organization?

After much consideration, I feel as though I understand the frustration of an atheist or skeptic. Monday I blogged about my response to Nic Rossi’s question/statement “@josephmcole on what foundation do you build your faith? there is no empirical evidence conducive to proving the fact that a deity exists.” Interestingly enough, I can’t seem to find him on the web anymore, and that’s why I haven’t made any links in this post to his site. Maybe I’ve been blocked from the excitement of his cyber world. He asked me “on what foundation do you build your faith?” and I can only imagine that he was disappointed with my answer. I’m sure he was searching for something, and he didn’t find it here. I now think I understand his angst. He was looking for something totally different in his search for answers. Perhaps this is because he was looking for facts and instead found a person.

Isn’t that the rub of it? We are all looking for the answers to happiness, peace, joy and contentment in this life, maybe even assurance of a good eternal life. Tirelessly, we flip through pages of books hunting for truth like turning over stones in search of the spare key to the apartment. There must be some formula, some methodology, some logical explanation for the way things are and how to change the way things are. We are looking for facts. Solid items of truth that we can wrap our minds around and use for our benefit. Instead we find a person.

How obscenely disappointing!

A person is hard to understand. A person is complex. A person doesn’t always make sense.

Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. — John 14:6

We seek a way to make life work. We seek truth. We seek life. In this search–when one comes to Christianity–they found a person.

How frustrating. How profoundly agonizing. How refreshing.

Truth be told, I would much rather trust a person than facts. Facts must be interpreted; a person can define themselves. Facts can be misrepresented; a person can speak for themselves. Facts couldn’t care less about people; a person can love people.

So, I ask you. What are you looking for? Facts or a person? This alone will determine your level of satisfaction in these posts of mine.

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